For the past 22 years, Christmas has been a celebration of
Christ’s birth with family and friends. It has been filled with candy canes and
frosted cookies, trees beautifully decorated with ornaments and multi-colored
lights strung across houses, stockings stuffed on Christmas morning and powder
white snow covering the ground. Hot chocolate, snowmen, ugly sweaters, gift
exchanges, caroling, Salvation Army bell ringers, and rejoicing at Church with
a community of believers are always part of this holiday season.
It is a wonderful, beautiful, joyful season every year, and
to be completely honest, I miss every part of it. As I sit outside my room in
Diani Beach, Kenya to write this, everything is the wrong color, everyone is
speaking the wrong language, there are no lights or pine trees, and Santa has
certainly not made it to this part of the world. Instead of white, I see lush green trees;
instead of English (or Swahili), people are speaking German here; instead of
pine trees, I’m looking at a giant Baobab tree; instead of reindeer, there are
monkeys climbing around; and instead of “Merry Christmas” it’s “Happy
Krismasi”. It all feels so wrong. Yet, my calendar is still trying to convince
me that it is in fact December 25.
And while it all feels wrong, I can find comfort in knowing
that people all around the world are celebrating for the same reason: Jesus
Christ is born! What more do we need than to simply celebrate that our Lord and
Savior has been born to save us from our sin and death? When I focus on this,
nothing else matters. With or without a Christmas tree I can still be joyful
for His birth!
However, I do miss having a community of family, friends and
fellow believers to rejoice with. Because we are spending a few nights on the
coast, we are unfortunately miles from wherever the nearest church may be, and
in reality, I’m thousands of miles from the community I would like to be with
back home. In the most literal sense, I am clinging to Jesus as I
simultaneously rejoice and cry out for strength. While I have no doubt that God
has called me to Africa to be His hands and feet, it’s at this moment that I
need his peace and comfort because the reality of not being home for the
holidays is quite difficult.
In reading Luke this morning, a story I have heard and read
many many times, I have a new appreciation for the reality of Christmas.
“While [Mary and Joseph] were in Bethlehem, the time came
for the baby to be born, and she gave birth to her firstborn, a son. She
wrapped him in swaddling clothes and placed him in a manger, because there was
no room available in the inn. And there were shepherds living out in the fields
nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. An angel of the Lord appeared
to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified.
But the angel said to them, ‘Do not be afraid, I bring you good news that will
cause great joy for all the people. Today in the town of David a Savior has
been born to you; he is the Messiah, the Lord. This will be a sign to you: You
will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger.’ Suddenly a great
company of the heavenly host appeared with the angel, praising God and saying,
‘Glory to God in the highest heaven, and on earth peace to those on whom His
favor rests.’” (Luke 2: 6 – 14).
I can’t help but think that Jesus was born into a life
similar to that of Muyenzi. Actually, Bethlehem was probably more of a
happening place than our village, but no water or electricity, being laid in a
manger in a stable amongst the goats and cattle all sounds so familiar. While I
normally would feel sympathy for their circumstances or guilt for having been
born into “so much more,” I feel none of that this year. I have been happy with
my simple life in Muyenzi; it just is what it is. So I can’t turn on a light;
I’ll use a candle instead. So I don’t have a stove; good thing I can cook on
charcoal. So I don’t have running water; that’s what buckets are for. So the
market is 7km away; that’s why God gave me two legs. I promise you, it’s really
not that bad. While I might not choose this life for myself, I can still find
joy and happiness in the simplicity of it all. However, without Christ by my
side every moment of every day, I don’t know if I would feel the same about all
of this. And it is for His presence and saving grace in my life that I rejoice
this year.
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